Challenges

It's been a while since I wrote because things have been BUSY. So we're less than three weeks from moving, and less than 7 weeks from baby (or less!...or more). Crunch time.
I'll certainly feel a lot better once Lauryn is done with work. We'll be short on money, but she is definitely in no shape to be doing the job she is doing. I just want her to be able to relax and enjoy the last weeks of her pregnancy.
Even though it's really stressful, I am so excited about all of this. I can't wait to be in the new house and I can't wait to hold my baby. Everything else will fall into place (through a lot of hard work) I'm sure. I've never been one to shy away from a challenge. And it turns out that that's what life is, a constant challenge. Living for the 'next big thing' and thinking "everything will be alright as soon as _____ happens" will get you nowhere. This I've learned. There's always something else coming around the bend. Just do what you can with what you have. It's all you can do.

I'm almost done with the new album. It will feel good to not have to listen to it anymore. It's just too much to take. I don't know what anyone else will think about it. I'm sure it won't affect them like it does me because they didn't live it. But I'm glad it will be finished and released. It will be good closure.